i don't know what to say.

i'm so shocked by the turn of events.

did you hear me when i was talking to you?
i was crying silently with you.
i felt your pain because i went through the same thing.

feel like i'm treading on thin ice.

was that how you felt last year with me?

i can't tell you it doesn't matter, because i know it does.
i can't tell you it doesn't hurt, because i know it does.

what can i do?

i remembered how you were there to comfort me.
but i can't be with you right now to do the same.

i want to go to your house and tell you it'll be alright.

but would you believe me?

i didn't last year.

i was just glad you were there.
i hope i can be there for you always.

just want you to know that i care.

even though it seems really hard to believe, time really does heal all wounds.

just... never give up. i know you're much stronger than me.

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the above post is for a friend. not sure if she'll ever read it, not sure i want to divulge the circumstances of the situation. but i know for sure that i never expected something like this to happen.
sometimes life really sucks. life really is unfair. because she deserves better.
and for those that really want to know, it's a guide thing. that's all. tactful people would know what to say and what not to.

on a happier note, haha, does it sound like i'm a good friend to have? because i'll always be there, no matter how busy i am. never too busy to turn away a friend.
tis all.